hello my dear always not updated blog. i had a very interesting math test and ihc results today.

i see my friends being stressed out by school. i see the disappointment i share with my friends when lousy results come back. im almost always the one with lousy results, but i dont think i can help it cause this term i studied quite hard but my results are not that great.

many of my friends got o levels for chinese. and i think they are really studying very very very hard and probably got everything in the world to do. like 100 chinese mock papers coupled with all the other subject rubbish. maybe my load is like 100000 times less than theirs, and i shouldnt be complaining! thus i made a resolution today: when im not in school, i will forget about school. but when i have to study hard, i will give it my best.

today's maths test was a total screw up as usual and now i feel like my maths didnt really improve after all. but aww who cares as long as i really mugged my lousy head off and even sit inside the drain to study during csm. i got back my ihc results and its a totally disappointing c6. last time i got e8. last year i never fall below an a1 before i think. means this is like two DEVASTATING BLOWS to me. but im not alone cause zicong got exactly all the same stuff as me. a1 last year and this year e8 and c6. we are cool brothers ahaha.

school sucks and i totally agree. but shall try not to be stressed out by school anymore. who cares about what parents complaining and teachers scolding when i already did my best and study like mad. i will move on. but im quite envious of those people who dont need to study so much and still do like super duper well. IM JEALOUSSS.

yesterday was csm and oh, as mentioned above i was sitting in a drain studying trigo formulas. ahaha at first i was standing and chatting and looking at yuquan and his performance. but i decided to work hard cause i really wanted to get an a1 again. the feeling very good leh! i bet all the nanyang girls walking around think im some loner guy and mega geek. where got people study in the drain one!

i saw alot of flirting and i had no clue to whatever was going on on the track and field. haha i live in a world of my own. or in a hole like what joanna pong says.

whoa i just ate alot of tic tac at once and its quite shiok. like skiing out of the wall in the advertisement. hahaha ok la i better stop typing cause i dont really know what to type anymore.

have to write zuowen tomorrow! i better bring a pillow and rest my head on it while writing.

and everyone lets jiayou for lousy school that is really lousy. for those who have chinese Os please dream about chinese everyday.

and wash your hands regularly. cough into tissue paper. yada yada blah blah im not going to type anymore.

anymore.