maybe its time to wake up.

the truth is i am a really troublesome boy and i piss off every single person i know, cause i hurt them with my lousy tongue or through lousy actions. i do not know how to express my heartfelt emotions well but thats not an excuse. i need to learn.

i need to learn how to express my emotions into words. i dont wanna be a lousy boy anymore and make everyone unhappy. i need to change.

i simply do not enjoy being the one patching up with people after every quarrel. i try my best everytime. i dont get the best back everytime. in fact i get barely anything. i try my best but nothing comes back.

school's starting tomorrow and i havent finished alot of homework nor go and cut my hair yet. but i guess all these dont matter to me anymore.

hey im not emo-ing. everyone has times which are really sucky.